by Marnix Pauwels | apr 17, 2022 | Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality, Typically Me
And then I started looking for consciousness. Because figuring that out was supposed to liberate me. I listened to people who knew or claimed to know. of mind. Finally. So I started the search. I read books, a lot of them. I listened to people who knew, or claimed to...
by Marnix Pauwels | apr 10, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality, Typically Me
All of our misery. All suffering. All resistance. It’s in the Hurt Layer. The cunning creator of Lack, Loss, and Lies. The Master of Suffering. It’s the analyzing, judging, comparing voice that creates all the agony, the distress, the anxiety, and depression. Without...
by Marnix Pauwels | apr 10, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality, Typically Me
Today, when I visited YouTube, I felt really uncomfortable. I have been hanging out there for many months now, mostly enjoying the shit out of it, but it wasn’t the same this morning. And then I got it: YouTube had slowly changed from a source of entertainment and...
by Marnix Pauwels | apr 4, 2022 | Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
Look! It’s raining. How does that make you feel? Sad? Angry? Disappointed? Gloomy? Excited? Or just wet? It’s quite funny. Rain is just rain. It’s not personal. It doesn’t mean anything. Although it seems to create a lot of different feelings for a lot of different...
by Marnix Pauwels | apr 4, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality, Typically Me
If there had been a tunnel from my dark little apartment to the liquor store, I would have taken it, every. Single. Day. While out there, being invisible was all I really wanted. Please, please don’t look at me. That memory came to mind when I was walking through...
by Marnix Pauwels | apr 3, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, Coaching, English, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
Yes, how can I help you? That is not an introduction to my services. It’s a question, to you. I am just really, really curious. How can I help you? Is there a thing, big or small, that keeps popping up wherever you don’t want it, and are you ready to smash it? Do you...
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