He’s fucked up: so what?

He’s fucked up: so what?

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 15, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality

Ninety minutes after our conversation started, he still looks the same. Puzzled, in pain, fucked up. Closed off. Desperate. Uninspired. Exhausted. But how do I know what that means? WHAT do I know? It took me years to even start being okay when this happens, or,...
Home is here.

Home is here.

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 14, 2021 | Addiction, Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality

Addiction is looking for peace. Not a brain-malfunction. Not proof of weakness. Not a genetic fuck up. Nor a disease. It is an attempt at coming home. An innocent craving at first. A natural longing. It’s about feeling good for a while (or at least not feeling so...
Moving on.

Moving on.

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 14, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality

I could have stayed there. At least theoretically. I could have kept on doing what I had been doing. Forever and ever. Doing what I knew how to do pretty well. Nice and safe and predictable and successful. I could have been a copywriter, still. A creative director. A...
Just not doing it.

Just not doing it.

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 13, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality

Don’t underestimate the things you don’t do. They can be just as important as your actions. Not getting into a fight. Not interrupting a passionate sharing. Not wanting to be right. Not setting up a guilt-trap. Not bringing up the stuff somebody forgot to do six...
More real.

More real.

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 12, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality

Sometimes I think I’m the best coach in the universe. Sometimes I believe I’m the worst. Sometimes I am full of wonder, and sometimes I am full of shit. Ah, well. After weeks of beautiful sessions I can get in my head and start feeling powerful and...
It does.

It does.

by Marnix Pauwels | mrt 12, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality, Typically Me

Does it matter? Does it matter that this is just another post trying to describe the indescribable? Does it matter that I feel good now, but felt bad half an hour ago? Does it matter that this little story might find you at the worst time possible? Does it matter?...
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