by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 18, 2021 | Addiction, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality
And then the storm had died. When I woke up this Saturday morning around 10, I knew it was gone. The days of depression that had colored my life a deep and ominous black for a little while, a cruel remembering of past habitual dwellings, were behind me. I just knew....
by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 15, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality
Have you ever watched a depression from up close? I have. I am. For a couple of days now, the storm of confusion and tiredness has raged loudly through my body and mind, numbing me, destabilizing me, making me angry and irritated, tired and messed up, frantic and...
by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 15, 2021 | Addiction, Awakening, Coaching, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality
What if you were a coach and didn’t promise anything? Like: nothing? No success. No happiness. No peace of mind. No clarity. Not the end of suffering. No new romantic relationship. No new confidence. None of that. On your modest website it would simply say ‘Well,...
by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 13, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality
For me, writing is like thinking on paper. A form of reflection. A way to learn about life and all that it encompasses. Writing is an extension of my being, an expression of the moment. I write to clear up doubts. I write to ease my pain. I write to unload and unfold...
by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 12, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Spirituality
Feeling lost is not the same as BEING lost. I guess that’s what I wanted to express with my previous post. The first is a shitty experience; the second a hopeless one. I am fine, really. That’s the thing that is probably the hardest to comprehend when you read about...
by Marnix Pauwels | Jul 12, 2021 | Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning
This is going to be a weird post. A very honest post. And a pretty long one. It’s about being in a place of throbbing insecurity, of true confusion, of no fucking clue what to do. And it’s about the realization that at the deepest level, that’s totally acceptable....
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