by Marnix Pauwels | nov 20, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
Maybe my ambition was actually shame. It makes a lot of sense. How else can you achieve things that most people deem special and amazing and extraordinary, and hardly feel a fucking thing? Well… Shame can’t be compensated by achievement. The universally nagging...
by Marnix Pauwels | nov 20, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
So this is how it happened. And WHAT happened. First and out of nowhere, I realized that I had truly taken on many of my parent’s traits (stuff I actually hated about them like nothing else). A lot of specialists had told me this but I couldn’t accept it. Not for...
by Marnix Pauwels | nov 19, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, Coaching, English, Insights, Love, Parenting, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
It seems that my last few posts have touched a nerve. A good one, I guess. After talking about seeing how I’ve been deluding myself for a long time, betting on hardcore spirituality and an obsession with positivity, many people commented either in public or...
by Marnix Pauwels | nov 15, 2022 | Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Parenting, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
I’ve noticed something really sweet, awesome, and helpful. In the last couple of days, I’ve been looking into feeling more and expressing myself more, and being more honest, and I’ve discovered a whole lot of stubborn bumps and half-closed doors and rusty gates while...
by Marnix Pauwels | nov 15, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Parenting, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
If you could see me now, you’d see a huge wound with eyes and a beating heart. A wound with a body around it. 54 years old and only just now recognizing the amount of pain and shame and crap and the tendency to self-harm and self-pity. There’s so much of it! In the...
by Marnix Pauwels | okt 29, 2022 | Addiction, Anxiety, Awakening, English, Insights, Love, Parenting, Personal, Purpose and Meaning, Relationships, Spirituality, Typically Me
Yesterday I posted ‘Why feel good when you can feel love?’ Maybe you bumped into it. And maybe you got what I was trying to say. And maybe you (still) have no clue. Here’s what I saw. Feeling good is a preference. Love is a choice. You can love without the need to...
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