It’s unbelievably cool to have the experience of an awakening guy.

I can tell you that.

And it’s beyond amazing to be guided towards endless reflecting and writing about this insane process.

I realize I’m living a huge gift, that this is probably one of the better and more fulfilling experiences out there, and it seems that the acknowledgment of those realizations results in pure enthusiasm and endless inspiration.

Just imagine you’re the universe in a Marnix suit, typing shit about itself, discovering itself, being deeply surprised by itself, AS itself.

Fingers, I have fingers!

And, look, when they move and push, words appear on a screen!

Imagine knowing, simply but unmistakably, that you don’t ultimately exist as a separate human being, while still playing that role with all of its accommodating narratives.

That’s how I see life at this moment.

That’s how it looks, feels, and smells.

Like an explorer of nature, being dropped for the first time on the greenest, utterly vibrant, most creature-filled planet out there.

New stuff all the time, everywhere you look.

What would you do?

Where would you start?

So maybe I’m documenting it so fiercely because there’s so much going on, and I somehow want to catch some of it, record it.

Or maybe all this writing is purely to indulge in the magic of these shifts.

Or, well, maybe there’s no reason but creation for creation’s sake.

And that’s also where I seem to be.

In a world of a thousand layers.

Here, there, everywhere.

All at the same time.

Can you imagine being lived for 54 years, being messed up for decades, learning all these creative skills, and then realizing how brilliantly it all comes together?

The setup is beyond amazing.

The appreciation totally through the roof.

And although I know that none of this writing comes close to how it’s experienced, I also know that it’s perfect and enough and fitting.

It’s unbelievably, unfathomably cool.

I just hope it somehow rubs off on you.

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