{"id":47749,"date":"2022-08-21T09:06:39","date_gmt":"2022-08-21T09:06:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/?p=47749"},"modified":"2022-08-21T09:09:46","modified_gmt":"2022-08-21T09:09:46","slug":"lost-for-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/2022\/08\/21\/lost-for-now\/","title":{"rendered":"Lost, for now."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><strong>I know you know.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that how you feel right now will not be permanent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that this is life, playing, evolving, moving.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know you\u2019ve been here before, and you\u2019ve left it behind, again and again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that the agony and the sorrow are ultimately bearable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that you\u2019re simply confused by the thoughts, because that\u2019s how we work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I know you know that too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that it will be alright, that it will pass, just like the million times before this now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that a state of mind is not a taste of the rest of your life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that confusion is confusing, but it never lasts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you think that it has never been THIS bad, but you somehow know you&#8217;ve had that same thought before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know that the anxiety that seems to haunt you, that seems to make you go crazy, has been absent many times (so it can\u2019t be who you are).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know about the ups and downs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you know all this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know that you know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I wanted to remind you anyway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because I also know that you forget that you know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And now you know, again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(Photo by @volkanolmez, for Unsplash)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know you know. I know you know that how you feel right now will not be permanent. I know you know that this is life, playing, evolving, moving. I know you know you\u2019ve been here before, and you\u2019ve left it behind, again and again. I know you know that the agony and the sorrow [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47750,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":""},"categories":[99,102,97,117,100,105,116,113,107,103,112],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47749"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47749"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47749\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47752,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47749\/revisions\/47752"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/47750"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47749"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47749"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47749"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}