{"id":47490,"date":"2022-07-24T15:48:53","date_gmt":"2022-07-24T15:48:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/?p=47490"},"modified":"2022-07-24T15:48:57","modified_gmt":"2022-07-24T15:48:57","slug":"blogging-to-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/2022\/07\/24\/blogging-to-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"Blogging to myself."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><strong>Sometimes I sit down and just blog to myself.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I try out a little story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Like an enchantment, or an encouragement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I taste the words that medicate the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Reassurance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Self-soothing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is where you ought to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Here is where you couldn&#8217;t not be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Life is doing you, thinking you, guiding you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every second, every step, every little itch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You couldn&#8217;t have been someplace else, doing something else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is perfect, absolutely brilliant, and it always is, in the grand scheme, in the big picture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nothing to worry about, and if there&#8217;s worry: that&#8217;s not even you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feeling bad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feeling lost?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Couldn&#8217;t be anything else, WILL be something different, soon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re nothing but pure awareness, ultimate creation, life dreaming itself through the eyes of a person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re serving life, right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And you&#8217;re never not that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Most of the time I just sit there and bask in the feeling of the words and the deeper meaning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes I post it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s like that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(Photo by @haleyephelps, for Unsplash)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I sit down and just blog to myself. I try out a little story. Like an enchantment, or an encouragement. I taste the words that medicate the moment. Reassurance. Self-soothing. You&#8217;re fine. This is where you ought to be. Here is where you couldn&#8217;t not be. Life is doing you, thinking you, guiding you. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47491,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":""},"categories":[102,97,117,100,105,116,113,103,112],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47490"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47490"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47490\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47492,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47490\/revisions\/47492"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/47491"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}