An answer?<\/p>\n
A divine solution?<\/p>\n
The Definitive Piece of Wisdom?<\/p>\n
Because I do, I guess.<\/p>\n
Not always, but more than I\u2019d like to.<\/p>\n
And it\u2019s not that I literally think about it in those terms.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s the restlessness.<\/p>\n
Even after years of reading and studying and exploring and, fair enough, many enlightening realizations.<\/p>\n
Even while I’m coaching and teaching this life-changing liberation stuff pretty damn successfully.<\/p>\n
There\u2019s still this urge.<\/p>\n
Not always, but, well, still every day.<\/p>\n
A tension.<\/p>\n
Like a big finger constantly poking your back.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Poke, poke, poke.<\/p>\n
YouTube.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Bookshelf, bookstore, new book, old book.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Staring out of a window.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Meditate.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Instagramfacebooktwitterlinkedintinder.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Working out, and afterward..<\/p>\n
..<\/p>\n
..<\/p>\n
\u2026.<\/p>\n
Poke.<\/p>\n
Fuck.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
LOL.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
—<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
(Photo by @zanardi, for Unsplash)<\/p>\n
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