{"id":31273,"date":"2021-04-17T10:40:40","date_gmt":"2021-04-17T10:40:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/?p=31273"},"modified":"2021-04-17T10:40:40","modified_gmt":"2021-04-17T10:40:40","slug":"killing-the-engine-of-doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/2021\/04\/17\/killing-the-engine-of-doubt\/","title":{"rendered":"Killing the Engine of Doubt."},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>Can you hear it?<\/h3>\n<p>It\u2019s there, in the background.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Faint at first, but steadily getting closer.<\/p>\n<p>But\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Uhu, here it comes\u2026<\/p>\n<p>ButBut\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2026\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>ButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButBut\u2026<\/p>\n<p>BUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUT!!!<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the Engine of Doubt, the Sound of Disempowerment, the Feeling of Failure Before You Even Started.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Yeah but what if\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n<p>But.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a mere suggestion turning into an obstacle.<\/p>\n<p>A mental statement that looks like a statue.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s tomorrow\u2019s rain (possibly), or next week\u2019s agony (most certainly).<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Yeah but\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\u2018It sounds so easy, but\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\u2018I really want it, but\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\u2018I could have done it, but\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n<p>ButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButBut.<\/p>\n<p>It doesn\u2019t get you anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>You know that, right?<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s discomfort disguised as reason.<\/p>\n<p>So fucking kill it.<\/p>\n<p>Kill the engine.<\/p>\n<p>Follow the flow.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>(Photo by @jeremybishop, for Unsplash)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can you hear it? It\u2019s there, in the background. \u2026 Faint at first, but steadily getting closer. But\u2026 Uhu, here it comes\u2026 ButBut\u2026 \u2026\u2026. ButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButButBut\u2026 BUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUT!!! It\u2019s the Engine of Doubt, the Sound of Disempowerment, the Feeling of Failure Before You Even Started. \u2018Yeah but what if\u2026\u2019 But. It\u2019s a mere suggestion turning into an [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":31274,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":""},"categories":[97,117,100,116,113,103],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31273"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31273"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31273\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31275,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31273\/revisions\/31275"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31273"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31273"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marnix.nl\/homepage\/welkom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31273"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}