Wow.<\/p>\n
No: really.<\/p>\n
The crazy loving scenario that unfolded in the morning, the pieces of the puzzle that showed up before I even knew what the puzzle looked like, the heartbreaking mail conversation I had with the woman with the deceased son, and the spontaneous sharing of that with my stressed out client.<\/p>\n
How everything connected, clicked.<\/p>\n
I just knew what to do.<\/p>\n
I just knew.<\/p>\n
These hunches, these friendly little nudges, I mean: how do you pull it off?!<\/p>\n
How do you keep track?<\/p>\n
(And why don\u2019t you hate me for trying to take over the steering wheel again and again?)<\/p>\n
Oh, and the hotel room I booked on the wrong date, that I wanted to change but I still have to pay for because of some fucked up rigid policy, which totally pissed me off?<\/p>\n
Just another one of your tricks!<\/p>\n
Because I suddenly saw how perfectly convenient and way more relaxed it actually is if I just change my schedule a bit.<\/p>\n
And of course you knew.<\/p>\n
These things, these everyday miracles.<\/p>\n
They are everywhere.<\/p>\n
Sometimes subtle, like whispers on a cold winter\u2019s night.<\/p>\n
Sometimes so blatantly BIG.<\/p>\n
Today was big.<\/p>\n
The day that didn\u2019t look the way it turned out to be when I woke up this morning.<\/p>\n
How amazing to realize, AGAIN, that I don\u2019t have to know a single thing because it\u2019s not up to me, this life stuff, and all I have to do is just step on the magic carpet when it stops in front of me.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t see it all, all the time.<\/p>\n
In fact: I miss it most of the time.<\/p>\n
This crazy perfection, this ridiculously swiss watch accuracy in the unfolding of everything.<\/p>\n
But today I saw.<\/p>\n
Thanks for showing me.<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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